ahhh christmas break, I have been waiting for this sense school started. Well I'm so bored now all my friends are out of town! all I do is eat now. I'm not fat I am just puffy from this eating okay? haha ^
I hate surprises. Lets just get that over with, so suspense is very much like surprises. I had three test today. The suspense of getting those scores back is KILLING me!! The one I was worried about the most was science. Don't you hate it when your sitting there and your taking the test and it seems like your going backwards? It turns out you are and you forget you keep going backwards to go over a question again cause you think its wrong. Your sitting there biting you nails taking the test and hearing, Click.....Click.....Click. Or if someone in your class doesn't care what they get is sitting there going, clickclickclick. Ah the quiet drives me crazy! Then you know when someone is done because you here YES! or oh crap. Your on the last question and you are on the end of your seat. You sit there and stare at the submit button wondering if you should do it, so you hurry and click on it. Then your computer is taking forever to load the score. Your just sitting there think "Crap I failed I know I did. great I have to do summer school" and your mind is going a million hours just thinking about it and your holding your breath. then boom it shows up and and you can breath. Yes that was me I got a 97% thank goodness!!
This is a great picture ^
p.s thanks mom so much for bring me Orange peel your the best Love you!!
I admit I'm in a math class full of scary people, and no Friends. Remember in my prevous post about the goths and Emo's ya its filled of them, don't get me wrong I don't mind them but they scare me a little. So what do I do I try to fit in...well that picture explains everything. Haha then I found this video I made a week ago and I realize I might not be able to be the "in crowd".
I don't care though because what fun is it pretending to be dead or sleep on the school stairs.
Wake up, get dress good enough to not to get crap all day. Grab a snack and proceed to run to the bus stop.
Wait in the cold have fun seeing your breath outside. Look around and ahh as you see your trapped in the fog ( secretly that means Gnomes are attacking but oh well) and then try not to get hit my the bus as it creeps up the street. Duck when you see any kind of spit wad and jam ear phones in your ears to avoid any conversation you can go your whole life without hearing.
Get off the bus and avoid the following groups: The Preps (to jumpy), avoid the populars ( way to much hair flipping and make up), don't go near the stairs thats where the emo's and goths are (They are usually acting dead or sleeping on the stairs) , and finally do not go to the geeks (Talking to themselves are gives a 10 minute answer to one question). Just stay by the doors and wait for your friends.
Now you have achieved normal you invisible to everyone else but not stero typed. Go to first period class and wear a helmet, notes occasionally hit you in the head once in awhile when you sit by the populars and the goths trying to be popular. Survive till bell rings. Then dreaded math, now the class is filled with goths and cigarette smoke is everywhere. Try to understand the stuff but not to much or someone freaky might ask for help. Hold your breath for the 72 minutes so you don't have to breath in the smoke.
Don't have bananas hate you so you don't have to sit on the floor of shame in homeroom. Avoid all food at lunch that might come alive and eat you.
Bring extra deodorant in P.E and try not to die running.
Actual study science test to not fail.
Get out of school and to the bus stop fast to avoid get crushed ran over and sweared at.
When on the bus don't talk about little green people running, if so you are stero typed by everyone the freak who is weird. You get weird looks the rest of the day.
Follow this guide and maybe you can survive lets just hope.
For all of you who are a teenager and is LDS (mormon) then I highly suggest the book called When the bough breaks. I know you guys are probably like ugh a LDS book that can't be interesting, I thought the same thing but this is actual really good. Its just about a girl struggling through her fathers death and her family falls apart. Just give this book a try I love it! I can not put it down, oh and I suggest you get a box of tissues if you cry a lot, because it is a really sad book.
Busy, busy, busy. this is my regular schedule during the week" sleep, eat, school, cheer, homework, sleep. Sounds like a pretty exciting life eh? hahaha well actual I am very much enjoying my life write now. Right now I am "helping" my mom in activity days. Okay lets be honest I'm pretty much doing nothing. Any who I decided to put the most recent picture of me on here and I as I was looking for one I found this lovely picture:
Liking the mustache ^
I think it makes me look a lot smarter ^ Oh by the way I dyed my hair all on my own last night it is now dark brown instead of blonde!
P.s down below if you push play you can hear the song I currently love right now it is teenage dream but its not by Katie perry its by this guy name tyler ward such a great song!
Sorry I have been very busy the past couple of weeks so I will be able to do hairstyle friday next week because I am very busy this week with my 15th birthday!! ya watch out because I am going to be on rode with my learners permit hahahahaha. So you may ask oh Ms.Brinley what ever have you been busy with? Well let me explain in song..... hahaha just kidding I will spare you all. But any who I have been very busy with cheer and school. Oh and I twisted my ankle at cheer and it hurts!
Its been a year sense you left and I still cry for you. Some people tell me to get over it because you where just a dog. But you where not just a dog to me you where a best friend. I still think about you a lot. Every time I pass by a picture with you, it hurts inside but I still try to smile remember all the good times we have. The golf cart is broken now, I know you would have been sad about that. I still remember how everyday when I came outside you where sitting in it and smile. Whenever we say family prayer I think of you and remember how you made me laugh so hard cause it would seem like you where folding your arms. You made me laugh a lot, I miss that. I started 9th grade this year and sometimes I cant help but hope your outside the gate to greet me when I get off the bus, but I get off the bus and your not there I cry. I always have these questions running through my head wondering did the cancer hurt over the year, because the worse was when everyday I saw you get weaker and weaker. I knew you where in pain and I didn't know what to do. I'm sorry I didn't say good bye I was just scared because it would mean it was official that you where leaving. I can't believe it has been a year sense you be gone. I still remember that day when dad went out to call your name to see if you wanted to go to work with him and when you didn't came it worried him so he went out back and found your body under the trailer. I don't go to that spot where you left us, it hurts to much. I love you max and I know heavenly father takes care of you but sometimes I want you here.
Hey. I decided that every friday I'm going to try to post a new hair video, I'm gonna start off with a French Braid, then a waterfall french braid. But I don't know what else to do so please comment telling me what you want to see or post a picture of what you want please and thank you :). Oh and this blog sucks so can you please share it anyway you can that would be great thanks :)
I would just like to say there is 2 MORE DAYS OF SUMMER LEFT :'(. I'm excited for school but when I say that I just mean seeing all my friends. Well this summer has been the best! Here's to summer 2010!!!
Back from Provo, Utah! saw the Mindy Gledhill concert she is amazing singer. We met her after the concert!! so happy!! oh and also the thrillonares they are HILARIOUS me and jordan hanged out with one of them after the concert hahaGo to her blog and listen to her music, just click on her name above ^